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– Image provided by Hawk; Image edited to include myself. I was actually there hiding behind all the other characters further back in the scenery. Lagging; Same world, different spot. Happy New Year 2022!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Happy New Year! I’m glad I’m still able to partake in these festivities since 2017. It’s become a tradition to celebrate these New Years in VRChat that I’ve been doing so since then, especially with friends since 2018. Tried to rally as many of my friends to hop on as possible, though not everything goes as planned. Everything is still at the whim of my friends and life itself. Running on a 6 hour sleep myself things were going to be fairly interesting in perspective, mood, and interaction. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I tried to make the most of this hangout trying to bring out the very best of it. I believe I mostly succeeded in a Japanese A Ranking before an S Rank. If you’ve played KanColle or Azur Lane you’d know what I’m going for. Or an 8\/10. Very positive and highly memorable. I’m happy. A few missed opportunities, that however happens in everything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do note that I may be posting things which may appear negative, keep in mind I’m trying to note them neutrally while aiming for a fairly positive theme to this hangout. I was genuinely having fun, grateful I could hang out with friends and other folks while trying to make sure everything was staying on track. I was trying to have fun and that is what I aimed for. Even for others struggling with social issues, technical difficulties, among other weirdness. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Accidentally joining a public world seeing an idling Japanese player in this world. It’s fine, I had other plans.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Love the sound of fireworks. Even heard them going off locally, just not at the 10pm mark. Probably because of VRChat audio.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– It’s a Delta!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Note the teddy bear he has on him.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– It’s a Maiya<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– First attempted group shot. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Ameno<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– A door.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Seeing how a few people were hung up with life and other obligations we decided to venture as a trio to a chess world. A random world VRChat suggested to us at random, yet a nice fun one. No lag, just chess fun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Chess with Delta watching as he fiddles with his avatar making. Mainly AFK fiddling with making avatars in the background.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Lurking Delta<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Boops and bops.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Boops, bops, and headpats.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Delta’s skill is advancing at a great pace. Nice effects and animations.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– A few images because I genuinely admire and respect this. Would be nice to have either Renge or Scathach do this.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– WOOO!~ An hour later Hawk had arrived at what appears to be a Dragonball Z floating pad. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– I didn’t know it yet at this point in time I was going to stalemate the game. Haven’t played chess in ages.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Maiya celebrating a stalemate in a weird way. Yeah, I failed to checkmate, though I unnecessarily drew it out from being out of practice.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Woooooooooooooo!~ <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Maiya & Hawk’s session was quite fierce. Maiya managed to survive Hawk’s brutal opening. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Observant Maiya as myself and Hawk play a round.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– This avatar caught my attention as Maiya forgot where they obtained it from. I loosely recall when. Just vaguely.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hearts (also, a classic avatar Maiya used previously).<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

After I lost in the end, messed around a bit, even showing a few videos Hawk’s friends appeared. This is where the real fun began as I went along with Hawk’s social group.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Mili – Victim playing in the background as Hawk’s two friends enter the world. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Attempted group shot. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Headpats for the adorable, yet shya Maiya.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Headpats \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

As the below image shall show, even I’m like this in social gathering. I have severe social anxiety and depression thanks to how people treated me from Kindergarten all the way up into highschool and into my workplace. I was always this piece of crap to people while also bullied for my admiration of the Titanic, Gundam Wing, being myself, and etc. People were both jealous and envious of me, as well as overly crude in that ‘welfare’ manner. People were always compensating for things they lacked via bullying me. The amount of scars I have to mend is numerous. I want to help shield Maiya from as many of those as possible. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I can see why Maiya is overly shy, something they have to gradually overcome such as I have, and still currently am trying to overcome. VRChat has certainly helped mend a great portion of my fears in simply trusting certain folks. Granted, VRChat is also a double edged sword because it can’t cure, nor does it shield you from the same effects as in the real world or other peoples’ negative traits. VRChat can simply help in assistance in becoming more social. People in my workplace also were surprised as to how vocal I was becoming not knowing VRChat and the friends I met were all to thank for this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m genuinely thankful for the friends I have met along the way, for the people still hanging out with myself (and Maiya), among others even if I tend to slip, fall, and falter constantly. I’m only human, as are they. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Happy Hawk’s friends are those we can socially interact with properly. Feel bad for Maiya’s social anxiety.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Was noted if we should world hope and we all agreed. It was gradually coming up to the New Year festivities causing me to panic slightly about missing the ball drop. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Maiya fiddling with the sliders and options as both myself and ‘Moon’ try to warmly welcome Maiya back to the main grouping.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Looking at poor Maiya wants me to continue to headpat them.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hawk waving at the camera with his buddy as I try to capture some New Year memories. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Heavily censored image as we all “????” at ‘Moon’s’ disappearing outfit. Accidental photo realizing after the fact. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Scuffed, yet a slightly better POV. Heh.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– We came to the eventual conclusion that mutes are charming. Granted, we knew that, it was simply further cemented here.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hawk’s confusion as Moon plays with Hawk’s upper assets.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Trying to warmly welcome Maiya back into the group with Moon gesturing to Maiya to join us. We found Maiya playing with a maze item showing how “a-maze-ing” Maiya is. I’m simply trying to be positive here \ud83d\ude1b<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Boops, bops, headpats, and pokes. Adorable \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Headpats for the precious Maiya. Adorable.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– YAY!~ Maiya joined us. WOOOOOO!~ <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

As someone who has crippling social anxiety myself I find the best way to befriend people is to simply see pure neutral kindness. That, and something we can all relate to one another. Trust has to be formed on top of kindness, and being able to relate to something. I, myself, go for people who are “down to earth” yet overly accepting. I avoid people who are crude, meme a lot, and simply follow the pack. I can befriend anyone just as long as they’re true to themselves, something I believe Maiya has to learn in life. I know what Maiya is suffering from, now how to cure that takes time. A few visits over the few days, weeks, or months should do it. Hopefully. Though, I do have to wonder if I screwed anything up causing Maiya to panic in fear to then hide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’ve still done the “being silent” (Mute) part in Nagzz21’s Patreon hangouts because everybody has their own social groups. I’ve managed to converse with people when the conditions were right, I was still however left alone as if I didn’t matter. It’s a 50\/50 thing. Good memories come with the bad and vice-versa. Almost a similar case here also. People always need a familiar ground to converse with. Common memories, moments, and topics; Shared interests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Again, VRChat helps mend these issues, they however don’t cure them. VRChat allows you to be who you want to be while experimenting with your personality. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– After about 20-30 minutes we finally have a rough group shot. WOOOOOO!~ <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

(I’ve recently picked up this “wooooo” thing. Even I don’t know why I say it a lot. Must be from Zentraya’s clips, a Vtuber, or something. As much as I try to be individualistic I’m still vulnerable to external influences.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Bed moth. Bzz Bzzzz~<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Maiya shooing my camera away in social anxiety. I feel a little bad, though Maiya can hopefully laugh at this at a later date.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– ‘Moon’ trying to nudge Maiya out of the bed for the lengthiest of moments. Have to admit, its half hilarious and adorable. \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hawk wanted a picture of his legs upright while his friend flips the bird. \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Genuinely a chill night. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Chillin.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– V V (Picture he took is further below at the bottom of blog posting).<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Still hunting for that elusive moth. Bzzz Bzzzz.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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The Final 30 Minutes<\/strong>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The final 30 minutes until New Year! Nice! Having spotted out friend Hunt online we decided to world hop to see him, among other cool buddies. Wanted to really meet our friends like the past few years. The 2021 scuffed everything up with server outtages, yet at least I managed to have my greetings with things looking fairly positive for this year. Everything was shaping up to be a normal New Year this time around. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

This part was fine for a while until I started to gradually lag more and more. It was a progressive thing to the point the game stalls out, lags out, freezes to the point I have to force exit to come back in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– The new max capacity Time Square. I can spot a Hawk here roaming for someone.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hawk finding his friend CrazyIvan talking about Outlast, among other various things. Someone I wanted to meet is also under that ‘Slyfest’ sign, or so I believe\/assume.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Taking images for the sake of it as performance progressively dips worse and worse. 25 minutes to go!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– The “something is better than nothing” shot \ud83d\ude42 23 minutes in the Toronto\/Kingston zone for my Ottawa area. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– The proof of my struggles. Tried to block certain avatars, rejoin from a forced-exit. Happy we could have some sort of gathering \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Lots of invisible poking and jabbing were to be had, something I didn’t quite witness myself. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– At last! I can see people. Hunt with his buddy and Hawk with his. Even Chesh. Excellent.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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I wasn’t able to quite capture the person going around asking for headpats. I was lagging horribly I couldn’t react, let alone grab my camera to snap images. They came around with another person so I eventually gave them headpats (when I finally was given control in my black orb) to then headpat them hearing them cheer how Christmas came early. From what they were jokingly noting It went from how I haven’t given them anything to how I gave them headpats being a Christmas miracle. Amusing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now, if I was able to react I’d also snap an image headpatting them in return. I was guessing as to what the situation was. RIP that image. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The end of 2021. Happy New Year!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Happy New Year! (2022):<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Happy New Year! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Once the rush towards the main area of Time Square happened that was when I was purely out of luck. I lagged up, locked up, and was really unable to do anything as it was noted I was walking in slow motion. It was even worse than slow motion walking. I was stuck in this black orb in SteamVR. Hawk’s friend Ivan noted how I was gesturing in slow motion trying to move from one area to the next. I feel a bit humiliated because other people were able to reach that area perfectly fine. Me? Screw me, I guess. Screw my 2020+ situation. Screw me for at least being able to play on VRChat, for having internet connection, being able to hang out with my friends, and etc. I want 2022 memories? Screw that. Just some ‘dark’ humour, even if it isn’t funny. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wasn’t really angry. Frustrated? Yes. Angry? No. I was constantly in damage control mode trying to get images while I could. I was trying to take as many shots as the game could register while freezing up. Constantly seeking out positives. Two people couldn’t make one, one for being with family, another for working, and the third because of work. I guess things could be worse and it is all about perspective. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– 1\/4 – The four special images of me in Time Square. I actually captured the New Year happening. WOOO!~ Not in the core zone, just where it matters, I guess.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– 2\/4 – I can see Hawk running up to me as I struggle to take images. Out of the 20+ I snapped, only 4 came out.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– 3\/4 – I see both Ivan and Hawk running up to me as I try to reach the furthest point. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– 4\/4 – Hawk and Ivan both ran up to me wondering how I was doing. They were asking questions, I couldn’t respond. I had to force crash to then jump into their world.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Again, I’m not angry. I’m simply frustrated I could not repeat my previous years of properly greeting Hunt, Blue, among others here while attempting to take group shots. I’m angry as a photographer failing to capture images. Maybe I am angry and I’m just not honest with myself trying to downplay this as to not be a negative article. Trying to be positive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was always constantly seeking for positives, even as a photographer having done tons of figure photography for Figma and Busou Shinki figures back in the day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eventually, I loaded back up and into Hawk’s ‘Cozy Rooftop’ world to where we talked a bit, debriefed one another slightly, and then chilled out again. I ran downstairs to poke VRChat friends for redeeming the night to which one eventually happened later that night. Not fully, though something is better than nothing. ‘Moon’ came looking for me to which we poked each other, pillow fought, and put her to sleep. ZzzzZzzzz~<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Made it back to the cozy rooftops telling my VRChat friends what situation I was in. Trying to redeem whatever I could of that night with Moon being highly adorable. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Adjusted her pillow to actually be sleeping.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Nighthawk’s presence actually surprised me to which I became more vocal. Happy New Year to my Owly Friend heh.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Nighthawk, Hawk, Ivan, Moon, and myself. Good stuff \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– A chillin chibi Moon.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Adorable. One’s expressive, another is floofy and a hoot with the crowd. \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– First game as a murderer and I won. Nice! Last kill was Hawk, and a memorable one at that.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Played a few rounds. With some confusion around we eventually had certain things sorted and mended after figuring out what that confusion was. Hunt joined us while others couldn’t. Hunt redeemed a certain element to my New Year meet-up to which I hope no hard feelings of any sort. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

“It’s not a Twitch stream without some technical difficulties” – Maiya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Which also goes for any game, game hangout, and anything. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Myself, Hunt, and Hawk with the floofy headpats. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Accidentally holding up a game of murder.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Groupshot! Nice! <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Second groupshot of Nighthawk, myself, Hawk, and Hunt. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hawk and Hunt; Hunt appears to be fairly tispy.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– And a bonus shot for the go.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hunt’s 2020 hat focus.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Like sisters.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Off to adventure – Hunt<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Some floofy hugs and headpats.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Pew pew~<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– Hiding behind Hawk.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– People coming and going with the wind though the core group is here.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Going back to memory lane with where it all began for those loosely affiliated with the ‘Seekers of the lamp’. Not our true name, just a joke name. This world is where we met one another back in 2018 on the first night of my 1 week stress leave from work while also testing out my Oculus Rift at the time. It was being a piece of crap. I love this respectful nod. I genuinely do. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Ivan doing some technical troubleshooting and Hawk just chillin telling his story.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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I was panicking so much once we came back to this tree house world. We joined this world without going back to the Time Square for the next time zone to celebrate their New Year causing me to try one more time. I ventured there solo to try to fill in any voids. I saw someone I wanted to hang out with, though because of the lag and the size of the gathering I lagged out stumbling across places as if I was intoxicated, something I wasn’t. The intoxication part was the previous New Year celebration where my head kept falling, I kept stumbling, etc. This year I’m dry. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

In the end I failed my objective. Tried to return to my friends to end up seeing VRChat crash when rejoining the treehouse world. Everything is still positive so my mindset is still positive. I’m happy with the flow of things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Back for another ‘in vain’ attempt. Laggy, and simply left out. RIP.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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– The most I saw was an intimate interaction between a small and big avatar. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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The Concluding Tree House Hangout:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Somewhat frustrated I settled with simply hanging out with my trusted friend Hawk. Even Ivan, and the other two friends of his. If certain other friends refused to meet me then I guess that’s that and I have to let it go. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Cut my loses to make the most of what is in front of me”. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Was nice hearing what Hawk had to say, how Ivan joked, what Nighthawk had to say at times. It was as chill as you could get. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Chillin~<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Because I brought it up while being in a Gura avatar playing the ‘Beep Beep I’m a Sheep’:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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